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2010-03-07T18:10:00.002+08:00

i have changed my url , please relink :

http://www.sparking-loves.blogspot.com/

thank you .

2010-02-26T13:16:00.004+08:00

考试又来了，需要做很多复习，中学生活真的不简单呀！更糟的是，我的生日竟在考试期间，自己也没有心情庆祝了 T_T

有一首歌：“孩子，快捉紧妈妈的手”
真的是首很令人感动的歌曲。
其实，它是一位在四川大地震的时候失去了孩子的中国母亲，为孩子写的一首诗。
后来被谱成一首歌。光是看她的歌词，我都看得很感动。

如果你跟你的父母吵架，你很生气的时候，我觉得你可以看看她的词。
父母永远都是站在为你着想的角度，有时候你会觉得他们限制你的自由。
他们难道不是在担心你吗？

孩子
快捉紧妈妈的手
去天堂的路
太黑了
妈妈怕你
碰了头
快
捉紧妈妈的手
让妈妈陪你一起走

妈妈
怕天堂的路
太黑
我看不见你的手
自从
倒塌的墙
把阳光夺走
我再也看不见
你柔情的眸

孩子
你走吧
前面的路
再没有忧愁
没有读不完的课本
和你淘气时爸爸的拳头
你要记住
我和爸爸的模样
来生还要一起走

妈妈
别担忧
天堂的路有点挤
有很多同学朋友
我们说
不哭
哪一个的妈妈都是我们的妈妈
哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子
没有我的日子
你把爱给活的孩子吧
妈妈
你别哭
泪光照亮不了
我们的路
让我们自己
慢慢地走
妈妈
我会记住你和爸爸的模样
记住我们的约定
来生一起走

你，想起了你父母为你所做的事了吗？
你，还在生气他们吗？

2010-02-22T16:15:00.004+08:00

sorry , not enough places x(

School started today . BADDDTHING !
Cant sleep last night , hate the fireworks!
I fall sleep at 4a.m! T_T
I am a sad girl with headache this morning ....
TIME RUSH ! >.< style="font-weight: bold;">short hair , I have no idea .
Short hair really better for me?

to : Xxx
STOP CALLING ME JOYJOY ! THAAT'S FOR MY PARENTS AND BEST FRIENDS !

You told me that you would never leave

2010-02-17T15:24:00.005+08:00

Went back Temerloh and Ipoh during Chinese New Year .
Hot and Boring cny .
Bad internet here, i will post my picture later .

By the way , mummy promises to buy me a camera as present .
CANT WAIT >.<

Exam is coming soon . I hate EXAM!!!
HOMEWORKS AND EXAM ARE KILLING ME AGAIN .

p/s : i miss all of youuu :D

Care my feelings , please .

2010-02-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

hellos :D

homeworks and test are killing me , really badboyy xD

Even no time to finish my novel . NO MORE TIME LIAO T_T

Drama club is really good , at least i think so . I like drama alot :D

sleeping is my new hobby now :P

You never knew what i want .

2010-01-31T10:49:00.002+08:00

crazy watching our performce. I really miss kc1 T_T

Going sunway pyramid for ice skating and a smallsmall gathering . Not much people .
1hours left . Cant wait anymore :D

SMS with Jonas last night , he said he is 173cm tall now . Do you believe ? I dont . xD
How can he grow so fast ?

God bless me not to fall down :D
I'll post those photo that i took when im back .

2010-01-26T19:08:00.002+08:00

有时候，幸福已经很近了，
没有勇气时，我们看不见他。

只要你幸福就好了。

2010-01-24T12:01:00.003+08:00

终于决定了。
下定决心了，要去补习。
初中的课业刚开始还好好的，可是数学却越来越难了。
我不是个有自制力的学生，要我自己复习是不可能的。
所以下定决心，叫妈妈帮我找上门补习的老师。
新年假期一结束就要开始补习了。
看来上网的的时间会越来越少了。

爸妈刚从中国回来，竟然买了一只羚羊造型的保暖帽子给我。
汗，马来西亚又不冷。
听说，他们还一人戴一顶小猪的保暖帽子到中国的餐厅里去 -.-
天哪，餐厅的主管没把他们赶出来吗？！

昨天放学的时候，干了一件好事。
送我的 “爸爸” 到谷中城里去。
他被讹了3-4令吉，身无分文，没钱搭巴士到谷中城会他妈妈。
反正顺路，就送了他一程。
听了他的 “超人故事” 真是对他佩服得五体投地。
脑筋转得还挺快的嘛！

I can't find you in crowd

2010-01-19T19:41:00.004+08:00

short post , too many homework to do . (and games to play :D)
Stay back at school after school . stay in class to do the decorate of my class . Stupid monitor , he said he is the commenter , no need to do . then go watch debate club interview -.-
Melvin never came school again . He is in the hospital :D . He is coming school on thursday. My class teacher is planing go his house to visit him . Should i go ? *thinking ...

Waiting for my sister , she was playing the sims just now. Stupid julychan , she go push the 'start' button , want to see got boy find her anot -.- then hang liao lorh . She says she played alot , if cannot save , then she will very sad .

LOL

2010-01-09T17:21:00.005+08:00

So tired , saturday also have to go school study T_T
Bus never come after school , i have no idea what is going on .
Waited for 40 mins also didnt , i had sweat alot . -.-
Decide dont wanna wait anymore, cant see those ppl same bus with me either .
Go phone daddy , saw jane there . Chating with her bro :D cant see me ...

Finally daddy come , say bye to jane . :)
But daddy have to go klang fetch my sister , sleeep in the carrr .
3 o'clock (almost 4) only arrive home . HOMEE , MY SWEET HOME :D

不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执著依然执著
与你无关泪自行吸收

不能握的手却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔最温柔

nice song :)

2010-01-06T21:39:00.005+08:00

hai pai tian xinnn :D

Sorry for leave my blog died in this few days , really tired for school.
THANKS elle , she reminded me to post :D

Study in new school for three days ago , third day, finally got more friends xD
I never call my friends in name , just call them WOII .

I became "mother" again -.-
Dont scold me , im not the one who started it :) Melvin (the boy who sits beside me) so poor , became my husband -.='' zaaadaooo

Wake up too early everymorning , really tired ...
Cant sleep in afternoon, if not night cant sleep liao .
Less homework , done it in school :) I really miss cikgu wong and miss docus badly . T_T

watching hptx , elle said im soo sloww ... CANNOT MEHHH :D

2010-01-03T14:02:00.006+08:00

School is going to re-open tomorrow soon. Chengyee , jane , elle and I all in different classes T.T
Another side , heyy , newfriends :) Kinda scare for new school .

p.s : 雨爱的秘密能一直延续，我相信我将会看到彩虹的美丽 . :D

2009-12-29T15:33:00.005+08:00

28/12/2009
happy birthday daddy ,

yesterday is daddy's 53 birthday (28/12) .
He is older than malaysia xD

i gave him this as present :D

and i also wish him give me this as present T.T
so cuteeee , right? xD

cake time :D

my family LOVE to eat chinese food :)

love you forever ,
my dear father .

29/12/09

MOODY today ,
CHOW KUN KIT, I HATE YOUUUU !!!!

2009-12-26T12:57:00.001+08:00

bye christmas ~

2009-12-24T19:43:00.003+08:00

Let's sing in the christmas eve .
JOY to the world , The Lord is come~ xD
What a wonderful christmas eve :)

Mummy is cooking in the kitchen.
Cooking spaghetti . ummmm, yummy :)
Nobody's helping her . :p * im a baaad girl
But i still have help her cut the mushroom to small small pieces , so cutee

Tomorrow morning going church ,
Afternoon or night going shopping * have to buy something for Elle, Jane and Chengyee xD

JAJA , when is your open house partyyy :)
DADDY & MUMMY , WHERE IS MY PRESENT ?!
I dont want the 恐龙蛋 T.T

Byebye, have a nice christmas eve :D

2009-12-24T15:12:00.002+08:00

alalalaallalalaaa , happy chrismas eve :)

I'm not stupid .

2009-12-23T20:43:00.003+08:00

Long time didnt post , ello everybody :)
Ate tangyuan yesterday . Very colourful -.-
Got white , green , pink and red [ p/s : i didnt help xD ]

Chrismas coming , my perform song havent done yet . :X
Gonna get scold T.T

Today night , daddy bought watermelon from pasarmalam.
He named the watermelon 恐龙蛋 =_=
D for daddy , J for me

D : Joy, I bought two 恐龙蛋 back . Go see~
J : Huh? WHERE? You dig them out or you hatch them out !? xD
D : @#$$#@$%!! Go see yourself .
J : @_@ What kind of father will named a watermelon as 恐龙蛋?!
D : A smart father with humor sence :D
J : +__+

2009-12-23T13:52:00.002+08:00

new blogskin , hope you'll like it .
tag before you leave, thankyou .

Listening to your heart

2009-12-15T00:25:00.004+08:00

你好哇，圣诞节。 :)

最近挺忙的，
忙着策划和同学们的聚会，
忙着准备上学的东西，
忙着准备圣诞节在教会里的表演。

目前决定自弹自唱 by2 的 “ 勇敢 ”。
先在网上找到了琴谱，接着开始练习。
刚练了两天，前奏还没熟悉。
副歌已经熟悉了。

假期开始忙了起来，这才叫假期嘛~

最近还是有人在MSN问我关于《晨曦下的希望》为什么没有继续下去，
在这里再次道个歉，我储存在电脑里的小说不见了。
没办法继续下去。很抱歉。

和朋友的聚会，人有点少。
男女的人数有点不平均 :P
只要你有兴趣出席，不管你是不是6M #2009 ，都欢迎。
要是有兴趣，请点击这里察看详情。

预祝大家圣诞节快乐。 :D

有没有一首歌，会让你想起我？

2009-12-12T13:09:00.003+08:00

心情不太好，躺在床上一整晚也没有睡着。
早上6时整，用手机开收音机。
听一些早上的电台节目。

早上8时左右，在床上呆不住了，爬起来用电脑。
顶着头痛来用电脑。

假期里，我没有一晚是能准时睡觉的。
突然很担心自己的身体会不会被累垮。
身体里的系统不知道在还健康的操作中吗？

黑眼圈和眼袋加深，食欲渐差。
我宁愿赶快回到上学的时间.....

在网上没事情做，对每一个游戏都产生了反感。
前几天超爱玩的在线游戏也都不想玩了。

脑中，进行到一半的新小说已经有了大致上的概念，
但是却没有心情去写。
卡在中间。
很不喜欢这种感觉。

2009-12-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

在沉闷的假期，除了玩电脑看电视以外，我没有任何娱乐。
昨天晚上，我买了所谓“ 神经病人玩的游戏 ”——1000块双鱼座的拼图。
原打算在这个假期完成，至少除了电视和电脑以外还有东西做。
但临时心血来潮，一个晚上完成了。
晚上12时开始拼，早上6时12分正式宣告结束。

2009-12-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

第五章

爸爸和妈妈离婚了，本来就没有正职的妈妈将依雨送到乡下的姨妈家去度过这个假期让妈妈安心找工作。而爸爸则被派到外地出差。请姑姑带着依晴到维亚纳去。

尽管乡下的生活不如城市，可我并不在意。

一个假期晃晃就过去了。屈指一算，已经要开学了。我收拾好自己的包袱，等着妈妈到乡下来接我回家。

一天又过去了，妈妈还是没有来。

眼看还有四天就开学了！我尽量不让自己想太多。

胡思乱想便是绝望的征兆。

“啪”塑料窗户发出了遭小石子“攻击”的声响。

我随即打开了窗户，以为妈妈来了。

“你好！”一个女孩面带微笑，阳光照在她脸上，很好看。

“…….” 我保持沉默。

我很久没有看到那么由衷的微笑了。

“我叫宇庭。”继续微笑。

“你好，我叫依雨。”

“很好听的名字！跟你的人一样出色。”

“真的？”我吓了一跳，很敬佩她，眼光独到。

“真的，但是你可不可以先从二楼下来？”宇庭诚恳地说。

这时候我才突然想起，本人在二楼，她则在一楼。昂起头看着我，应该很辛苦吧。

我立刻关上窗，走下楼梯。

“哎哟。”宇庭捏捏她脖子说。

“对不起。”我很诚心地道歉。

“没事。”她扬起她的嘴角。

虽然宇庭只是陌生人，但我跟她一见如故，谈得很开心。宇庭是乡下唯一一所盲人障碍中心社长的千金。思想成熟又懂事，还很有同情心。

“为什么你愿意和我交朋友呢？我既不漂亮又不聪明。” 我自卑地说。

“朋友之间不应该说‘为什么’。交朋友，更没有原因。”宇庭看着天空说。

“……”

“你看来有点自卑什么的…...”宇庭坦白地说。

“是我从小的生长环境促成的。” 我就更坦白了。

“你看来不怎么释怀。”宇庭可爱地说。

和宇庭比起来，依晴属于做作，宇庭比较自然。

“总而言之，不开心的东西就全忘了吧！”宇庭站起来，想要离开了。

“哎，你不想知道吗？” 我拉住她。

“你想说，自然会说；你不想说，我逼你也没用。”宇庭直接说出了我的心声，她补充道：“明天到盲人中心来吧！你来了那么久，还没到处走走呢。我可是在这里长大的哦！”

晚上，姨妈告诉依雨，妈妈今天还是没来。姨妈已经联络到妈妈了，妈妈说她已经找到了工作，开学前一定会回来接她回家。我在电话里告知了妈妈明天她会去参观盲人中心，妈妈只是敷衍地说了句，好。

我下定决心，在开学前，好好享受乡下的生活。

“依雨！”我在屋外等着，只见宇庭骑着自行车来到她面前。

“早上好！”我微笑地说。

宇庭愣了愣，接着说：“看来你想通了一些事情吧，昨天迷茫的眼神已经不同了。”

“谢谢，我们快走吧！” 我逃避地跳上了宇庭的自行车。

吹着阵阵的凉风，我闻了闻小径旁的鲜花，乡下的气息就是和城市里不一样。

原来盲人中心离姨妈家并不远，我从来没有注意到。

进入了盲人中心，我彻底地体会到乡间的气息。人与人之间的关系零距离，密切地生活在一起。

最令我印象深刻的就是盲人中心里有一位名字叫宇屏的姐姐，事后宇庭才告诉我，那是她异父异母的姐姐，宇屏姐姐的爸爸和宇庭妈妈的重婚了。但是两个人之间就像亲生姐妹一样。

傍晚，当我才刚从宇庭的自行车下来的时候，妈妈早就已经到了。搬走了我的行李，我识趣地上了车。

我从后视镜中看见宇庭。我朝她挥了挥手。

或许，我和依晴之间，可以像宇庭俩姐妹一样好呢？

要是上天再让依晴回来，我一定会好好地和她相处。

2009-12-04T18:21:00.003+08:00

super bad mood today.
All beecause my stupid sister,
COPYCAT + LALA MUII + FAQIAO POR

You know, she always on facebook.
WHY?
To wait a boy she likes .
Online and chat with him.
STUPID right?

she everyday also says that to me:
"joy, the blablabla always on facebook but never talk to me. I really sad leh."

and she always likes to bother me.
then grab my things!!!

FQ 38, IHATEYOU

2009-12-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

第四章

这几天，爸爸妈妈没有一天不在吵架。

吵架的导火线是在前天点起的。

前天，为了庆祝依晴钢琴比赛的胜利，姑姑请我们一家人到一家日本餐馆吃饭。

“请大家举杯！”姑姑一时兴起，带领大家举杯庆祝。

“干杯！”大家一起说。

“其实今天，我请大家到这儿来，除了庆祝依晴的胜利，还有另一个目的。也就是我要将依晴带到维亚纳去，跟她的爷爷奶奶一起住。”姑姑宣布道。

“什么？”妈妈惊讶地说。

而我却把我的高兴藏在心里。

“我早就知道，依晴的音乐天分绝对是来自她的爷爷和奶奶。把依晴送到维亚纳学音乐绝对是最明智的选择。既然依晴的天分那么高，就应该让她选最好的！”姑姑自豪地说。

“不行！尤嘉莹，她是我的女儿！我不能让她离开我。”妈妈生气起来，竟然直呼姑姑的大名。

“依晴姓尤，是我们尤家的人！必须为她的将来着想！”姑姑并不同意妈妈的观点，并补充道：“难道要像你们依雨一样吗？依晴的条件好，就必须选择最好的！不像你们的依雨，她既然没有选择，就应该留在这里。度过她平淡的人生！”

我感觉眼泪就快涌出来了！两分钟前，她曾经是我多么喜欢的人。现在，她却深深地伤了我的心。

“我不管！依晴是我的女儿，不能离开我！”妈妈抽泣着，重复着她曾经说过的话。

爸爸对姑姑和妈妈的争吵视若无睹，只是埋头吃着自己的食物。

“你们够了！”依晴站了起来，跑出了餐厅。

就这样，聚餐在不愉快情况下结束。

妈妈长得并不漂亮，也比不过姑姑。爸爸的家族里出了很多世界级模特儿、音乐家、钢琴家、硕士，甚至是博士。

我从妈妈的口中得知原来姑姑是一名世界闻名的音乐家。爷爷和奶奶则是姑姑的训练老师，从小就开始培育姑姑。现在在维亚纳定居做音乐教师。

已经三天了，爸爸带走了依晴，家里只剩下我和妈妈俩人。妈妈成天看着布满灰尘的钢琴以及依晴的房间。看来，妈妈比较想念依晴。

我终于清楚地认识到，即使依晴人不在，妈妈眼里还是没有我；即使依晴人不在，我还是没办法胜过她在别人心中的地位。

2009-12-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

《晨曦下的希望》
第三章

“垃圾虫。”依晴走过我的床边，喃喃自语。

“什么啦！”我从床上跳起来，大声地说。

“现在已经中午12时了！说你猪可真不是盖的。”依晴讽刺地说。

“胡说！”我否认。

“我不管。反正今天爸爸出门前说，晚上会有人到我们家拜访。我可不想要外人看见我们家有个垃圾虫。”依晴斯斯文文地说。

“人家又不会说你！你管我干什么！”我见依晴不想和我吵架，我便壮起了胆子。

“第一，我不想丢爸妈的脸。第二，我不想别人将我们混为一谈！我和你，是两个不同世界的人。”依晴依然保持着嚣张的态度。

“你……”我斗不过她。

“就这样吧。我还要学习，我先回房去了。家的里里外外我都打扫干净了，就剩你的房间。请你在傍晚6时前将你的房间打扫干净，谢谢合作。”依晴有条理地说出我的任务。

我洗了一个澡，换上干净的衣服。然后到冰箱拿了鲜奶，将果酱抹在面包上作为午餐。

在饭桌上，我瞄了一眼在客厅的依晴。她手持着一本小册子，嘴里碎碎念念的。我看出了她正在背英语单词呢！

我的午餐还没吃完，她就以优美的步伐回到自己的房里去了。

心里想：不愧是智商超过120的依晴，对她来说一定非常简单吧。

吃完后，我就在依晴的监督和逼迫下完成了打扫工作。

下午5时30分，打扫工作终于宣告结束。

我松了一口气，可是依晴却扫兴地叹气。我才不在乎她呢。

我按下电视遥控器的按钮，心里只想气一气依晴。

只见依晴眼神茫然地回到了自己的房里去。

切！一点也不好玩。

“孩子，我们回来啦！”妈妈的声音传到客厅里。

我猛地一起身，把茶几上的杂志撞到了地上。

“这孩子怎么这样啊！”爸爸跑到我面前，将杂志拾起来放回茶几上。

“别管她！依晴，快出来。”妈妈对着依晴房间的方向喊道。

“爸妈！你们回来啦！”依晴从房里走了出来。

“依晴，跟你介绍介绍，这是你姑姑。”

爸爸体面地将依晴介绍给一位跟在妈妈身后的客人。

她看起来漂亮极了！

“依晴，你好哇！”她向依晴打招呼。

“姑姑，你好。”依晴回礼。

“真可爱。”

“谢谢。”

这几天，姑姑几乎天天到我们家来，不是找依晴就是找爸爸。

姑姑还亲自掏腰包请钢琴老师教依晴钢琴。

没过几天，家里的生活空间变小了

。因为姑姑送了一架钢琴给依晴，让依晴天天练习。

听说依晴才学了几天的钢琴，就被老师推荐去外国比赛。

还说是天赋和悟性高。

为了老师的一句话，我可遭殃了。

妈妈天天为她熬汤、蒸鱼什么的。

爸爸则买了一大堆关于音乐和钢琴的书给依晴。

而且我还要天天听她弹钢琴，烦死人了。

爸爸妈妈看着她，眼里充满希望。带有“我们的未来靠她了”的意思。

一天下午，我手里拿着肉串和一袋零食，嘴里咽着羊肉，潇洒地回到了家。

我看见依晴走进厨房，跟正在做饭的妈妈说了几句话。

“依雨，来。去帮姐姐烫衣服。”在厨房里的妈妈把我叫到她身边。

“啊？不要啦！”

“不行！快去。”

“妈，这些一向来不都是你负责的吗？”

“你瞎了吗？没看见妈妈正在做饭吗？”妈妈讽刺地说。

“那依晴呢？这是她的事吧？”

“她在忙着练琴呢！哪有时间做这些东西呀！”

妈妈根本就是有心偏袒。

“好啦。”我被迫地去完成任务。

餐桌上，爸妈嘴里除了食物，就是依晴了。

“依晴，你要多吃点！”妈妈贴心地说。

“对呀！这鱼是妈妈亲自为你做的！”爸爸补充道。

“妈妈夹给你。”妈妈夹了一块鱼肉给依晴。

“爸爸也给你一点。”爸爸将两块鸡腿放到依晴的盘子里。

瞧，这根本就不是“一点”。

依晴得意地看着我，迷人的大眼睛里散发着一股杀气。

我则避开了她的目光，因为我知道我的小眼睛是不足以和她相比的。

自卑的感觉充满了我的心房。

2009-11-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

《晨曦下的希望》

第二章

“够了够了！我不想跟你谈了。”妈妈一进门就说。

“我只是要说清楚这件事！”爸爸尾随在后头。

我赶紧冲上前，企图阻止爸妈吵下去：“爸爸，妈妈……”

还没说完，妈妈就推开我：“尤依雨！关你什么事？给我坐下！”

我打了一身冷颤，只好识趣地回到餐桌上的位置。

“爸妈，你们冷静下来。到底发生什么事？”依晴温柔地走上前，说道。

美女就是美女。听了依晴的话，爸爸妈妈冷静了下来，对着依晴一人说：“今天你妈妈......”

我听不下去了，识趣地回到房里去。

我以大字形倒在了床上（妈妈称为“狗窝”），掀开被单，开始搜索我昨晚阅读的童话——《卖火柴的小女孩》。

我的爱好是阅读，尤其是阅读童话。只有童话比较梦幻，现实太残酷了。虽然我才小小年纪，却因为个人情况，已体会到了人间冷暖。

所以，还是梦幻一点比较好

“怎么没有了？到哪里去了？”我在床上翻来翻去，就是找不到那本童话。

童话倒是没有，“存货”倒是有不少。例如：草稿纸、钢笔、食物袋、零食包装、垃圾等等。

可以开杂货店了耶！

“叩叩。”

“怎么那么麻烦呀！进来就是了嘛！”我说了声。

“尤大小姐，这叫礼貌。”依晴“笑里藏刀”地看着我。

“麻烦的礼貌就是无谓！”我表示我的不满。

“我不管，这个家是大家的！我有我的处世风格，你做好你的事就好。”依晴话中带刺地说。、

“哼。”我不屑地说。

“补习时间到了。请尤同学准备好你的文具和辅导资料，我房里见。”依晴说完了就走。

“是啦。”我拿了我的文具盒，接着从乱得不得了的书架上寻找我的辅导资料。

“请尤同学坐好。”依晴装模作样地说。

“是，老师。”我回礼。

爸妈肩并肩地坐在依晴书桌旁的沙发上，看着依晴满意地点了点头。

依晴的房间可比我的大多了，而且整齐多了。带有西洋风格的蕾丝床，同一系列的沙发。被油漆成深蓝色的墙。书桌上整齐地摆放着依晴的文具以及时尚的电脑。书桌旁还有一个书架，摆满了依晴的奖状和奖杯，多得数不清。最引人注目的是贴在墙上的照片。那是依晴的加大版照片，清秀的她总是那么好看。

冷气缓缓吹来，吹得我昏昏沉沉的，困极了。

“尤依雨！有那么好睡吗？”一阵疼痛的感觉，打在我的皮肤上。

“啊！”我大叫。

依晴含蓄地指了指我的身旁，原来是妈妈用一只小木棍打了我的手臂一下。

“妈！”我转头对妈妈说。

“懒惰的小孩就应该打！”妈妈皱起眉头说。

“爸！”我又泪汪汪地看着爸爸。

“我站在妈妈的立场。”爸爸简短地说。

“尤依雨！现在可是上课时间哦。”依晴用警告的语调说。

“是啦是啦！”我将冤屈往肚子里咽。

我忍声吞气地度过了两个小时，爸爸妈妈才满意地回到房里。同时，警告我不许看电视节目，我只好委屈地回到了自己的房里。我看看表，已经是晚上九点了。

从我三年级开始，爸妈就开始担心我的学业。请了无数的补习老师，但我还是没改变态度，所以还是无效。为了监督我的学习状况，爸妈请依晴为我补习。一向喜欢折磨我的依晴不想就点头答应了。还承诺我在她的补习下，成绩会突飞猛进。

虽然我的成绩还是没什么起色，但是偏爱依晴的爸妈并没有责骂她，只是睁一只眼闭一只眼地蒙过去了。反倒是依晴，还到爸妈的面前说她有多么的辛苦。还说什么“朽木不可雕也”，但是我到现在还不明白是什么意思。

想到这里，我卸下了眼泪的防护墙，眼泪就情不自禁地涌了出来。可是，我却哭不出声来。

也许，我已经习惯将声音、委屈藏在心里，从来不说出来。

2009-11-30T12:18:00.005+08:00

Went the Mines book fair take prize yesterday.
Kinda dissapointed T.T
优秀奖 >.<

can you see my name ? and my daddy's hand -.-

YOU CANNOT CATCH ME , YOU CANNOT CATCH ME :P

here i am :D

present =.=
(actually somemore but lazy to take photos )

FLY to Mid Valley after take prize.
Meet zuiin and jane first at the BIG APPLE store.
Jane was so funny :

Talking to megan in phone .

Me : What? Borders? i dunno where wor. ARH , you talk to jane, she maybe know.
*pass my phone to jane

Jane : Hello? Borders arhh? I KNOW ...... okay. We come meet you all later. Okay.. Okay ..

Zuiin and I : YES, janejane so smart arhh. If we walk ourself, sure cant find der.

Jane : Okay! No problem. Bye~
*pass my phone to me.

Zuiin and I : OH yes~ Let's go , jane .

Jane : Where is Borders arhh?

Zuiin and I : ==''

2009-11-28T15:13:00.002+08:00

最近开始沉迷于照片的加工，玩命地在下载软件。
下载了很多软件，又担心电脑的容量不够大。
又开始删除东西了。><

昨天整晚睡不着觉，担心着明天的成绩。
我渐渐地发现自己对自己的期望越来越高，明天要是拿到优胜奖，我可能也会难过地哭。

相信今天晚上又睡不着了。
又领奖，又要跟朋友出去玩。

整个假期都没有东西做，看来我会闷死吧？

2009-11-27T19:53:00.003+08:00

以下是本人在彩虹创作大赏中得奖的作品。
这个星期天就会到The Mines中文书展领奖。
晚点会出版单行本，在此上传第一章。
希望大家会喜欢。

《晨曦下的希望》

第一章

又下雨了。

我加快了脚步朝依晴的学校走去。

依晴是我姐姐，她比我大两岁。

我和依晴同在星空小学上学，我读四年级，依晴读六年级。

由于依晴是六年级的学生，所以周末还要留在学校补习。

下午三点时，我接到了妈妈的来电。听说今天下午会下雨，要我到学校给依晴送雨伞。

我无奈地答应了。

眼看依晴就快放学了，为了避免妈妈的责备，我不顾一切地跑着前往学校。

一向糊涂的我，没注意到地上有一个积水的窟窿，被绊倒了。

“没时间了！算了。”我站起来，撑起雨伞跑往学校。

到了学校，已经放学了。

我四处张望，寻找依晴的身影。

“尤依雨，你是来找你姐姐吗？” 依晴的同学——颜丽对我说。

“是的。请问你知道她在哪里吗？”我诚恳地说。

“她就在那里！”颜丽指了指一个方向，我看见依晴在人群中被包围住。

“谢谢。”我道了谢，朝依晴走去。

“姐！”我叫了一声，想让依晴发现在人群中的我。

大家循声望来，用惊奇的眼光看着我。

“哇！依晴，原来他是你妹妹啊？”

“天哪！好脏哦！”

“依晴既漂亮又温柔。可是她妹妹……”

依晴端庄地朝我走来，同学们自动在她面前让出一条道来。依晴走到我面前，一声不响地夺走了我手上的雨伞，用轻柔的声音说：“真丢脸。”

接着，她回过头，对同学们莞尔一笑便朝学校的大门走去。而我只好默默地跟在她身后。

一路上，依晴沉默不语。而我也不想和她对话。

“以后，别在我同学面前叫我姐姐，” 依晴冷不丁地转过头对我说：“太丢脸了。”

我不语。

依晴加紧了脚步，不停地走。

“呼…..呼……”我好累，快走不动了。

我停下脚步，决定休息一会儿。我无助地望了望依晴，她却不理睬我。渐渐地离开了我的视线。

不愧是文武双全的尤依晴，才一会儿的工夫就不见人影了！在学校，姐姐总是同学们的焦点，老师的宠儿。

依晴是全校的名人，名人加学姐，因此引起全班的好奇心。

傻傻的同桌于慧英几乎用讨好的语调对我说：“依雨，真羡慕你！有一个那么棒的姐姐！”

我瞪了她一眼。

可是为了表示礼貌，我还是微微地笑了一笑，含笑不语。

我已经习惯了。

习惯了爸妈的嘴里只炫耀着依晴的好、老师眼里只有优秀的依晴、同学嘴里只跟我打探依晴的消息……

很多人都不敢相信，我们是有血液关系的俩姐妹。

同学们为此也都很惊讶。

因为依晴成绩非常好，而且还经常得到奖项，可是我的成绩却将将合格，差强人意。

依晴在运动上也是常年的最佳运动员。而我，就连平时体育课也会挨骂。

“尤依雨，姿势错了！”

“尤依雨，老师刚刚才教过，你怎么又忘了？”

“尤依雨，你想把老师气死吗？”

在家里，爸妈经常把我和依晴比较，经常将依晴的名字到处炫耀。说他们的女儿——依晴有多么的棒，多么乖，经常忽视我的存在。

从小到大，我都没喊过依晴姐姐，我只喊她的名字。从小就这样，现在也改不过来了。为此，爸妈曾多次责骂我。

除了成绩以外，外貌也是他人不喜欢我的其中一个理由。

蹋蹋的鼻子，单眼皮的小眼睛。谁看见我表情也会即时变得沮丧。

不像依晴，明亮的双眼皮大眼睛。而高挺的鼻子，更令人误会成混血儿。

从我懂事以来，我就领悟到，我所得到的爱会比依晴少。

听说不爆发的火山和保持沉默的刺猬，爆发起来可是不得了的事。什么时候，我会爆发呢？

2009-11-26T21:58:00.003+08:00

Went Elle's house .
We played make up :D nice try arhh !
Im sorry for jane to make her eyes ...
Chit Chat with them about something 38 :)
Then we go park to play, but that's too hot.

Runing out of words,
The photos will tell you what happened .

count down,
4 days.

2009-11-25T22:48:00.003+08:00

Super Moody today.
Daddy dont buy me the sport shoes :( really nice you know ?

Bought candies for elle and jane. FIZZIN COLA :)
tomorrow me and jane will go elle's house to play.
ELLE, DONT FORCE ME EAT ALL THE PANCAKES AGAIN .

A boring holidays :(
Nothing to do this few days.

And Wish those in SG der pretty and handsome classmates, enjoy your trip arhh :P

Waiting and Waiting till this sunday.
Go The Mines book fair take prize and go Mid Valley watch new moon with my dear friends.
Really missing them :)

count down,
5 days.

2009-11-24T21:29:00.002+08:00

天空被一层乌云遮住了，
到世界末日那一天，
会不会也是这样？

2009-11-23T20:42:00.002+08:00

Went The Mines book fair in this afternoon.
Before that, My parents discuss with three of us about something we go china.

The plan of go china was confirmed.
Must go china next year .

Really cant believe, i have to leave my friends again :(
Still the words : KEEP IN TOUCH

In china cant use Facebook , Blogger and Youtube.
We only can contact in msn. :(

Moody, No mood to continue le.
Byebye , everyone .

2009-11-22T20:11:00.003+08:00

Went sunway with elle and some july's friends.

Never take any photos, cause phone memory card got problem.

We go ice skating first .

Elle fell twice , i just fell for one time. :D

After that, we have our lunch in Steven's Tea Garden.

Then went to cinema to buy ticket, But cause too many ppl.
So just give up and go play games.

Oh no, Elle lost her phone in the playground :(
We find for many times but cant found it.

Arrive home at 7p.m something .

kinda tired :)
But still playing computer :D

6M's blog was totally finish .
If you are 6m's (2009) student , welcome to visit http://09-memories.blogspot.com/ .
And check your own email box to accept the invitation of being 6m's blog 's author

2009-11-20T14:13:00.002+08:00

the last day of our primary school.
I have get ready for cry :(
Im so reluctant to leave my friends, teachers and school ...

Phone problem, cant upload photos of today.
Later only upload .

Elle, jane, megan and brenda were busy taking photos with lala pose for fun.
That's really disgusting ...

Megan, Brenda, Elle, Jane, Chengyee, I & some boys went library for play truth or dare.
Ermmm,i mean ... dare or dare :D we have no secret liao :)
They were crazy to calling pizza hut and mcdonal ...

pizza hut's staff : Hello, can i help you?
chengyee : Ermm, i want to have a HAPPY MEAl with toys for my SON .
all of us : HAHAHAHA *non stoping
* tut...... *
all of us : HAHAHAHAAHHA * non stop again ...

mcdonal's staff : Hello, can i help you?
nicholas : HI~ i want to have a pizza and deliver to your house pls :D
all of us : hahaahaha.

cheeheng's brother : hello?
Brandon : Hi, congratz. you are so lucky. Our company had choose you
to give you an iphone. First, you must go sunwany lagoon
to find a swimming pool. Beside there go a longang! You
will find your NEW iphone inside :)
*tut ........
All of us : HAHAHAHA!

We are crazy :)

And xi zhe order 16 BOXS pizza to school.
I eat till want puke . :P

When miss choo was talking and crying , i have no feelings
But when I turn back and see the crying qianling, I start crying ...
Really can't life without you all!
Friends are improtant for me .

Keep huging and huging with all the GIRLS in class.
I just hit those boys's shoulder FRIENDLY :)
But kinda painn :X

Missing my friends , wanna cry liao~

从前，目标把我们牵在一起。
现在，也是目标将我们分开。

童年过去了，脑里总在重复着曾经的画面。
朋友分离了，心里还留着我们之间的回忆。

如果童年可以再来一次，
如果朋友可以再在一起......

尽管我们分离了，但是我们还要各自努力；
当下次我见到你，你绝对要比现在还厉害。

promise? :)

2009-11-19T17:13:00.003+08:00

We got our UPSR result today .

5A's !!!
but 1 B and 1 C :P

In my mind, i guess i only can score 4A'S.
But i score 5A's, it is the best news.

Elle and I jump jump & jump when we knew the result.
She get 6A's :) *She is smart, dosen't ? no need study one...

Congratz to :

Pretty mummy jane -6A's
Handsome daddy elle -6A's
Cutie sister megan -6A's
Crazy aunty brenda -6A's
Lengluii aunty qianling - 7A's
Lengzaii uncle chengyee -7A's

i'm pround of you all :) send me a kiss! *muacksz*

6M are special than other class.
All class had farewell party today.
We tomorrow only celebrate :D

Daddy and mummy promised to give me a new laptop as present.
But im still thinking : camera, handphone or laptop which better? :D

any comments? :)

2009-11-18T21:10:00.003+08:00

tomorrow we will get the UPSR result .

Altough im not too care about that ,
but still kinda worry about that .

my eldest sister was back home from her school hostel.
No need go school from tomorrow!!!
started her holidays ...

our class gotta have a farewell party this friday.
It sound fun .
But eat is not the point , ok?

My youngest sister is watching POKEMON now ... ( and laughing ... )
My eldest sister is typing computer with horrible sound at the same time .

joy - myself
july - my youngest sister
joan - my eldest sister

joy : July Chan! How childish are you? 11 years old already liao lorh, still watching pokemon ...

july : What lah! Pokemon funny and intersting mah!

joan : Ya lah! Altough im 15 years old, i still like to watch Pokemon leh!

joy : =.="

I gotta stand under the air-con after posting . hehe :D
Cause it is too hot ....

ps : Novel !!! Still stop in chapter 2 leh ..

很讨厌

2009-11-17T15:51:00.003+08:00

今天的天气很凉爽，
小雨后带来的是舒服的微风。
很令人舒服。

练习已久的 “灰姑娘” 话剧今天终于在老妇院里完整呈现。

大家都演得很棒也！

这个星期四就可以知道UPSR的成绩了。

真的不想知道......
________________________________________________

突然很讨厌自己。
突然很想离开这个地方。

有时候，心痛也是看得见的。

如果可以有一个让我冷静的时间，
如果一切发生得不是那么快......

自己定下的目标越来越近，
很担心不能达成。

就连自己和自己的约定都遵守不了，
我还算什么？

2009-11-14T21:16:00.015+08:00

yesterday was our Graduation Day .

not too much ppl crying for that :D
i didnt cry also .

because we already decide to go mid valley after graduation.

those boys took alot of photo with those NINJA :D
crazy right?

today, went elle's house for study .
lazy to type all about that .
just click and visit elle' s blog to see the STORY :)

maybe she is sleeping?

smile :D

see me CLIMB~

pancakes :)

hehe ....

hohoho ...

muahahahahah :P

2009-11-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

tomorrow ( 11/13 ) is our Graduation Day.

those boys invit us to mid valley for watching movie after the graduation :)
girls wish to have a shopping day .

We " fight " for the whole day about watch 2012 or Poker King.
i really wish to watch 2012.

Daddy and granny are coming to school tomorrow.
Gotta bring video recorder :D

cant wait already .

Wish me good luck, singing on the stage ....

2009-11-10T19:00:00.003+08:00

屋外在下雨，下得稀里哗啦的。好像天在哭。

这个星期五，就是我们小学的毕业典礼了。

天知道我们还能再相逢吗。

这几天还是周旋在毕业典礼和拜访养老院的节目彩排。

不断练习，练习再练习。

还是头疼，目眩的一个下午。

难熬地撑了过去。

我这个人就是这么怪，心情会被天气影响。

天晴了，心情好转。

旋转木马的眼泪，
joy .

I'm tired

2009-11-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

家里和学校分别发生了事情，很累了。

伤口在意外中裂开了，现在稍微碰一下就很痛了。

被太阳晒伤的四肢，手上被烫伤的伤口，阵阵刺痛的眼睛。

忍住疼痛，躺在沙发上睡了40分钟。

错过了彩虹出版社打来的电话。

吃了午餐，在网络上四处游荡。

眼前一片模糊，看不清楚。

皱起眉头，想让视线清楚一点。

没有达到理想中的效果，头变得更重，更痛。

我现在该做的应该是躺下来，再好好地休息一下。

可能这样，才能达到效果。

2009-11-05T16:48:00.003+08:00

放学回到家，很累。

躺在沙发上睡着了。

最近经常做恶梦，还会说梦话。

多数是从楼梯上摔下来的画面，然后从梦中惊醒。

可能是因为朋友之间就快分离了，所以每一个梦都跟朋友有关系。

做梦最可怕的是你可能会在把梦当成现实。

好几次，睡醒了好久才发现那是梦，真可怕！

梦醒了，妹妹重复我我说过的梦话，发现自己好傻哦 =.=

You're in my heart

2009-11-03T19:21:00.004+08:00

wear the princess's dress for the pratice .

prefect, someone's not in school .

You grab other's place, then you dont come school?

good lah, chengyee become zhi hui :D

Busy finding classroom for the cinderella's drama.

singing and shouting [ those boys ] in the classroom.

Then run for our life :D ( someone chasing us )

get sms , my bodyguard gonna wait me at the canteen tomorrow morning :)
Help me to carrying things .

Responsible bodyguard :D

night, sister eating biscuits while watching tv & doing hw * ALL TOGETHER .
she is supergirl =.= .

tried for the whole day pratice, gonna have a rest :(

That's enough

2009-11-02T18:06:00.002+08:00

TESSA KHOO,

What are you talking & doing ?

you dont have the right to say that.

Stop that. I hate ppl querrel with friends then tell others her/his secret.

That's enough.

I dont want my world to have you.

I'll close my eyes when i see you.

So, PLS JUST GO AWAY from my world.

YOU'RE NOT WELCOME TO HERE .

Start from the begining.

super bu shuang today. Someone is annoying .
Steal my chair , grab chengyee's jobs?

You wont come school this few days, then let chengyee do lah.
I hate this kind of ppl .

Pratice night of kuen cheng 1 today.
Choir do some action, so childish for me ...

glendon and wei ze wanna be our bodyguard.

What bodyguard have to do?

muahahahaha .

Take chairs for us :D

Cinderella pratice.

finish the whole drama, FINALLY .

Funny but kindaa fake :)

busy in the whole day, this is our year 6 life ..

Let the Music begin

2009-11-01T14:34:00.009+08:00

31/10 Saturday

elle & jane went my house.

We do a little part of our project.

And have a PILLOW FIGHT & HIDE AND SEEK in my room. *childish girls

Then went playground :D

playing swing not properly

end of the story :)

2009-11-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

晚上，疲惫地躺在床上。

开着空调，软软的枕头，世界好像因此而停顿了。

心跳减速，时间放慢，在自己的时间休息。

人，最自然的时刻开始了。

一切事物回到原点。

有时候，我真的很喜欢时间慢慢地过去。

这年以来，因为政府小六考，时间过得很匆忙。

有时候，甚至没有时间回头看一看。

转眼间，政府的小六考过去了。

面前迎来的是升上初中的事。

这时候仔细想想，自己曾经是多么向往中学的生活。

再过两个礼拜，就是毕业典礼了。

舍不得学校、老师、同学和童年。

挥别过去，才发现自己面前的路还有很长。

思考性的人生，也许就是这么匆忙的吧？

我突然对后年的安排——到中国读书开始后悔。

我突然很想继续留在马来西亚。

我，真的很舍不得。

将天空捧在手心上，
天蓝星。

I'm Yours

2009-10-30T18:22:00.002+08:00

In School, everyone look not well.
Morning, Me & qianling went to the office to help teacher.
I didnt saw him. But later i know that i just passger by him.
Busy helping teacher typing this and that in the whole morning.

We went to play the piano with sean lee. *OHHH, florence
He is helping somebody to 伴奏. We too :D
We play the piano till hand painn. But enjoy yaa .

Singing competition, me and qianling be the 司仪.
We read standard 5 & 6's students's name .
I read his name .
But his is so unlucky. The pianist got problem of the piano.
So, he cant performance well. 可惜呀~

Standard 6 finish their singing competition first.
When standard 5's students singing, he keep walking in and out.
I really wish him to stay there.

When standard 5 's singing competition finish, i meet him at the stair.
He saw me too .

Cinderella drama pratice today AGAIN.
Im busy runing here and there AGAIN.
We have pratice to the ball there.
Cinderella 1 has been changed to brandon.
Actually, he really know how act more that jonas :)
Jonas always not serious.

You're the true friends

2009-10-29T17:38:00.010+08:00

our school :P

not whole family there when we are taking photo. :(

little little family.
me, elle, jane, megan.
elder sister, daddy, mummy and sister.

me in the window

someone's there.

choir pratice .
Look like fashion show , right?

jane, blowing bubbles.
chengyee, dunno what's she doing =.=

Now i know. Dreaming?

qianling & me

jiayi & me

me & yee zuin

me & jane - mama

me & brenda

children's day today.
That was fun.

Choir pratice this morning, wearing a super weird clothes.
But im lucky, Skip the long long "grandma's story" .

We have our lunch in class, many things to eat.

Busy taking & taking photos with friends and "family".
repeat and repeat.

We force all family members to the no name's classroom.
florence too, she wanna takes sean photo :) We are helping her.
But that's not success.

After that, we went out to pratice the cinderella in the hall.
FUNNY AGAIN.

Laugh laugh & laugh :D
Im enjoy in the children's day .

2009-10-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

Grandmother Jaen was sick, real daddy drive me to school.
i bring two clothes for the choir performance to let teacher choose.
Teacher choose that i dont like. This is adults, choosing the kinds of you dont like it.

Checking & checking the marks of choir members, finally done with chengyee.
all girl from our class went down to tidy the OLD books in the office .

Many exam and competition, really trouble right?

Stay back in school for the pratice for the old folks performance——现代版灰姑娘

First, all members eat together.
Im so bad luck. Sit in front of jonas & xi zhe, they are damn funny. Then make me cant eat properly.

After eating, we get ready to pratice.

but, it is windy that time. So comfortable, especially sleep on the grass.
I like that.

Soon, someone told principal we are not praticing, so we went to the 集合场 by forcing.

But that's fun too.
Me and megan 自愿 to be the evil step sister. Actually not bad :D
and We think the 剧本 together.
Those boys are annoying make me and megan *i dont sure* MAD.
And the cinderelle is funny at all.

Qian come my house after the pratice.
I force her to play with me the dress up & make up games. Really fun :)

Tomorrow is our children's day.
I will bring Cheese cake there! Wish it will be finish ...
and We are ready to take 全家福.
Omg! 20 ++ ppl lehh.

p.s : next post, the children's day that full of fun :D

2009-10-27T15:44:00.005+08:00

As usual, came school.

OMG, The horrible exam. Twice today!

Sains & Math.

Just stay in class for a while then went to choir practice with elle and qian without their wife & husband .

Super tired in the practice, runing here and there.
[ p/s: not for playing :X ]

After sports period, we have our DIFFICULT sains exam.

Recess time all spend on xu lao shi for his long meeting.

After math exam, me, elle and qian went to find choir teacher without their wife & husband AGAIN.

we know that someone is following behind us. :/

did somethings in the office till the school bell rings for let go.

Me and qian RUN quickly to class for pack our bag and go home.

While im packing my bag, my family members shout at me say :" Joy, must online arh today. 3 o'clock in this afternoon. FAMILY CHAT! "

"orhh."

but i wait till 7p.m, havent see all family members. =.=

2009-10-25T11:55:00.002+08:00

当雨滴掉在水上，
代表是它的重新开始。

当人发现了自己的缺点，
代表是他的重新开始。

雨滴和人一样，
都拥有想要重新开始的心态。
这，才是最可贵的。

2009-10-24T19:52:00.007+08:00

chengyee, elle, jane & jaen came my house today afternoon.

We watched 败犬女王 15 ep & the last ep.

Elle cried for the lost girl and the shuaiii ge's love <3

We have PIZZA for our lunch.3 BOXES

then, we went to the playground and go back when is it raining.

chengyee and i were talking about the 大道理 on the swing.

all about the swing.

laugh , laugh and laugh while watching 桃花小妹.

soon, elle & jane went back when there is 7 :30 p.m

then little jaja back.

after that, chengyee & i exchange photo and song from each other.

when her mother reach, she still using my handphone for the song :)

ermm, elle & janee took more photos with their camera.

just click to visit their blogs :)

2009-10-22T18:38:00.003+08:00

因为最近正在进行新小说——《世纪末的魔法师》，所以没有时间管理博客。

只能从youtube网站里选了两个我自认为很搞笑的短影片。

搞笑对嘴的影片哦！

2009-10-21T19:37:00.002+08:00

放下心中的悲伤，
等待明天的晨曦。

今天把《晨曦下的希望》带到学校，

算是彻底曝光了。

星期五至少要将公民的报告以重点式教上。

可是我还是不会做。

勉勉强强发送了大纲给老师。

会把老师气死吧？

2009-10-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

有谁知道伤心的味道，是酸的。
又有谁明白泪水的味道，是苦的。

跟姐姐吵了一架。

姐姐因为朋友的一句话而和我翻脸。

想起来，我和姐姐之间慢慢疏远了。

有时候，我想和她聊聊天。

但是，她从不在我的身上停留超过两秒。

她在房里咳嗽，我在电脑前打字。

听着她的咳嗽声，心中的愧疚油然而生。

回想着，我到底有多久没有和姐姐一起面对面聊天了？

2009-10-18T18:47:00.000+08:00

正式收到通知，《晨曦下的希望》正式入围！！！

感动万分呀！

在官方网站上看到自己的名字和小说名字，那种感觉，难忘呀！

虽然还不知道名次，但是我的付出总算得到了收获。

我知道这样的说法很老套......

2009-10-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

今天，学校进行了“心理绘画治疗”。

小时候曾经做过，但现在很陌生。

一开始，我挑了一根蓝色的蜡笔。

我担心巧媚，看着她选了一根浅蓝色的蜡笔。

但当我们睁开眼睛的时候，巧媚的画纸上全黑色的线条。

我吓了一跳。

在我自己的画纸上，

横着看，我看不到什么。

竖着看，我看到了一个人跪下来的背影。

很孤单，很无奈。

这代表什么？

我用米色沿着线条画出了人的弧线。

加上衣服，搭配颜色。

孤单的感觉消失了。

我在画纸上加上人的脚，就不像跪着了。

我在画纸上加上一片草地，就不孤单了。

我在画纸上加上一朵花儿。

画中人伸手想碰触花儿，但她和花儿还有一段距离。

其实，想想办法，什么都能不一样。

2009-10-12T16:26:00.000+08:00

当一个人鸟瞰天下，他会感叹：“世界真大。”
但往往不说：“我真小。”

今天天气好，
早上起来，6时45分还没到天就亮了。

我整夜没睡，睡不着。

手信，
有的人收到了。
有的人收不到。

我看到快乐的表情，愉悦涌上心头。
我看到失落的表情，嫉妒地不爽快。

我怪自己，为什么买礼物的时候没有想清楚。

看到朋友们手上拿的是我送出去的礼物，是很开心的。
我很享受这种开心。

乐极生悲呀，
松恩乐极了，
生下名叫悲悲的小孩.....

后果是留在教室扫地。

无可否认的，
当我看到我给他的手信破了的时候，
心，是很痛的。

2009-10-11T12:18:00.000+08:00

将手放在解开真相的的绳索上，
看透乌云后的月亮。
有时候，真相不像你想的那样。

2009-10-10T12:33:00.001+08:00

在中国所拍的照片。
还有很多，只是很懒上载。 :)

2009-10-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

认识生死，其实就是打破我们虚幻的生命假象；
认识生死，就是诚恳地接受失落和哀伤。

生死学家曾广志

2009-10-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

在网上听见的一首歌，超级恐怖。
改编自千里之外周杰伦&费玉清
友情提醒：1. 请勿在吃饭时唱此歌 2. "我的心跳"按下>> 听听看。

推你落悬崖
沉尸落大海
等你变鬼来

时间被安排
造一场意外
你身首分开

地点在城外
浓雾散不开
尸体谁在抬

我听不出来
救命不存在
是你被活埋

梦醒来
是谁在门外
铁链打不开

那包如长椅的火柴
全家葬身火海

*我送你投胎
欠我十块
你死了活该～～！

投资失败
或许不该
还要借高利贷

我送你投胎
欠我十块
你尸剖还在

利息何来
大卸八块
用一刀去顶债

(rap)
我追数又淋
红油附带
表演非常
精彩
听说你还有漂亮太太
我帮你安排
我追数又淋
红油附带
表演非常
精彩
听说你还有漂亮太太
怡红院卖

医生让你DIE
警察将你害
我一早收买

你女儿可爱
认识了拐带
我弄湿现在

骨头厨房拆
带血衣犹在
你却不回来

被新闻覆盖
我说的追债
越变态越帅～～！

梦醒来
是谁在门外
铁链打不开

那包如长椅的火柴
全家葬身火海

*我送你投胎
欠我十块
你死了活该～～！

投资失败
或许不该
还要借高利贷

我送你投胎
欠我十块
你尸剖还在

利息何来
大卸八块
用一刀

我送你投胎
欠我十块
你死了活该～～！

投资失败
或许不该
还要借高利贷

我送你投胎
欠我十块
你尸剖还在

利息何来
大卸八块
用一刀去顶债

2009-10-09T12:35:00.000+08:00

终于回到亲爱的马来西亚了。
这段时间，我们一家人都起了变化。
比如，我烫直了头发。
厚厚的头发变成薄薄又滑滑的。

在中国广州，我们看了好多学校。
妈妈说，明年再到上海去看学校。
大概明年就离开了。

在网路上，我认识了两个干哥哥和干姐姐。
他们都很疼我。

所以我经常说，网路是个好东西，能做到很多现实生活中不能做的事。
但是，网路却在别人身上变成一个伤人心的东西。

在中国我没有办法到自己的部落格去。
回来了，留言箱却是一条又一条伤人的信息。
除了circle。

为什么大家不能各自退一步呢？
我知道了你们对我的想法。
我能改就改。
但是，为什么大家一定要以脏话来表达呢？
我很不明白。

你们可以看我不顺眼，
但请你们不要批评我的人格。
我对我的人格很满意。
谢谢。

我相信，天底下总会有人欣赏我。
我，不是一个说变就变的傀儡。

2009-09-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

曾经丑过，
不等于永远是丑。
时间的淡妆，岁月的浓抹，
丑小鸭也会变成天鹅。

曾经弱小，
不等于永远弱小。
风雨的冲刷，寒暑的雕塑，
小树会长成参天大树。

曾经废弃，
不等于永远废弃。
山石的压迫，地火的烧灼，
枯枝会变成黝黑的煤炭。

曾经失足，
不等于永远失足。
汗水浇灌沃土，爱心滋润生活，
失足者也能笑傲江湖。

2009-09-25T12:56:00.000+08:00

倒数，3天。

轻轻地，
我走了，
不带走一片云彩。

随着飞机起飞，
我们分隔两地。

从此以后，
我在的世界没有你。
而你也不需要我。

或许我的离去，对你而言算不了什么。
但你离我而去，我的心永远就缺了一块。
一块谁也无法替代的缺口。

我忘不了我们那个回不去的从前，
至少我是这样想的。

我没有办法故作潇洒，
我没有能力假装坚强。

但你永远在那个位置，
那个无人可取代的位置。

2009-09-25T12:28:00.000+08:00

半夜睡不着，画了一幅画。
根据自己的印象，想到谁就画谁。
这是我到中国去最放不下心的朋友。
你在里面吗？
猜猜她们是谁。
提示：她们的发型和表情。

2009-09-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

倒数，4天。

猜猜看，
是夕阳在照耀，
还是大厦在发光？

是遥望未来的心在恐惧，
还是面对现在的心在后退。

2009-09-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

试问自己，
能平静的是忙碌的车龙，
或平静自己毛躁的心情？

2009-09-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

倒数，5天。

朋友，不需向他人证明他们友情。
朋友，只需在自己心中带有互信。

2009-09-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

失忆

学会遗忘，不想再有不愉快的心情，
学会失忆，想重新找回自己的天空。

2009-09-22T16:07:00.000+08:00

开始倒数，6天。

这次的假期作业，三篇日记，阅读报告。
很懒，很懒，不想做。

上网，呆呆地望着屏幕。
问自己，有什么可以做？
答案是，我也不知道。

小说遇到瓶颈，出不来。
主角唐琳，蓝海伦，也出不来。
脑子很乱，写不下去。
最后决定，不想其他东西，专心写好，参加比赛，旨在参与。

妹妹考试的时间在我们去中国的期间。
老师让妹妹自己准备考试范围，回来补考。
我的责任是帮她补课。
她补考，我补课。
公平吗？ :)

2009-09-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

我很笨。

我明明知道你们不再把我当朋友，
却还一厢情愿地请你们到我的告别派对里。

我明明清楚你们还不曾放过我，
却还当作什么也不知道。

只有聪明的人懂得装傻，以保护自己。
我装，所以我傻。

我可以阻止，我可以。

我可以删除我的留言箱或你们的留言。
我可以删除我的部落格或对你们的回忆。
我甚至可以告诉老师，你们的绝情。
我可以干涉你们的社交，你们的友情。
我可以留在马来西亚，参加毕业旅行。
我可以永远不出国，在马来西亚生老病死。

凭着你们的那几句话，
骂我，
骂我的父母，
骂我的家人。
我可以做什么，你们自己知道。

但我选择退让。

这一切的原因，只因为我还当你们是朋友。
很要好，很要好的朋友。

我用心跟你们说话，你们听到了吗？
我用心跟你们交朋友，你们感觉到了吗？

我对好朋友，从不下狠心。

不要提静宜，不要提我之前的失误。
但对那件事，我表示对不起。

第一次，我崩溃了。
我哭得崩溃了。
我失望，我难过。
你们不知道。

我的脑袋，一片空白。
我能做什么？

你们能教教我吗？

教我，用你们喜欢、能接受的方式解决这件事吗？
不沟通，只会导致我们互相误解。

请你们，教教我。

再见，永远不见

2009-09-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

不为了勉强可笑的尊严，
所有的悲伤丢在分离那天，
未必永远才算友谊的完全，
一个人的成全好过痛苦的纠结。

成全了你的潇洒与冒险，
成全了我的碧海蓝天。

千言万语，
我只有一句不后悔的成全。

再见。不，是不见。
永远不见

2009-09-13T14:13:00.000+08:00

draw by joy :)

mum puts it on the table of tv.

mum says it means she is looking my dad *深情地....
i tought it means mummy & child ....
oops :)

have a test : How Well Do You Know 6M♥
*click

2009-09-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

a little cute plant on dad's car :)

oh no, BM can't get A liao.
NVM, i got xin li zhun bei ad. :)
math(paper 1) 39/40
BC 95%

Poem competiton today.
i wrote 放学咯.
write till very long, and he keep looking at my poem. *wink*
but didnt copy lah.
i told dls & tessa a poem.
Maybe i'll use it if i write 我的家.
But i didnt.

My Poem :<我的家>♥

2009-09-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

grey & white.

finally, UPSR flew away :)
But semua competition coming.
Super tried leh.

busy drawing and sleeping in classroom. (+ answering ) *wink*
this few days, i have some nightmare.
can't sleep normally.

my novel - 晨曦下的希望 had send to Pelangi Sdn.Bhd.
October will get result.
Pray for me :)

im writing a new novel for another novel competition with tessa.
she is preparing too , about wild heart .
mine talk about friendship.
Pray for us :)

[going china 27/9 to find school, when 2010 coming soon. byebye to you all]

2009-08-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

生命中
不断地有人离开或进入
于是，看见的，看不见了
记住的，遗忘了

生命中
不断地有得到和失落
于是，看不见的，看见了
遗忘的，记住了

然而
看不见的
是不是就等于不存在

记住的
是不是永远不会消失

2009-08-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

210809

finally holidays come .

when im watching tv, daddy says
"UPSR coming le. What you doing? quickly go STUDY!"

when im playing comp. daddy says
"very free wad..."

when im studying, daddy says
"wanna go pasar malam anot? :) "

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play with standrad 5 & 4 boyboy and girlgirl after school.
im very kind :)

Ryan also kind too.
He pay softdrink for me & tessa. -Each RM1.50
good boy :)
but dls also give back him RM3. *heheh*

after that, on the way to library do zhuan ji.
omg, my bottle "pim bom pang" on the corridor.
cuz i fill it with my 100plus :) got HO2 in side. 0.0
then tessa laugh like siao. *no 同情心，bad girl!*

in library, me ,ka-kay and tessa keep laughing and bullying the boys.
other groups just use 1 table.
we use 4 TABLES.

aunty lim forces us sweep the floor.
ka-kay and yi en finish then run away :(
left me & tessa down.
then aunty lim locks the door.
we must sweep if not aunty wont open the door.

after zhuan ji time, we get ready to canteen.
bottle "pim bom pang" again and drop down.
this time, aunty, cai wen, dls, ka-kay & tessa laugh like siao again.
but ka-kay better, after laugh she runs down to picks my bottle 盖子.

heheh, lazy post. playing games.
BYE :)

2009-08-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

eh, thanks leh :)
soo care about me, keep saying me.
dont bu cheng ren ohh!
keep chating about my gossip.
0.0 are you all caring me?

i think in your heart, you sure can't forget me. :)
can't forget then just say it out .

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daddy promised me book 《幸福的味道》 :)

2009-08-15T15:58:00.000+08:00

no wonder this few days feel not too well.
and tried ...

tessa, you understand mah :)
tell you later *hahah*

130809

sean promised me.
DONT BROKE YOUR PROMISE :)
start practice monday .
that two things

140809

a special day for me.
I'll remember this day forever :)

UPSR coming soon. I wont post everyday.
And i wont play that game with "you" anymore, continue do that you wanna do . :)

2009-08-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

dont leave me alone.

080809

mummy brings her friend's daughter come my house.
She is a pretty china girl :)
so cute. Just 9 years old only.
Her name is 王潇瑶.
special name :)
She tells me about their school:
no need wear school uniform.
no need wear school shoes.
no need tie hair
AND no UPSR . * T.T *

i ask her about her school.
My sister asks her about her school got who likes who anot. =.=
STUPID QUESTION.

I tell her about malaysia's history.
She says she like malaysia's food :)
对 ROTI CANAI 印象深刻.

she is good in 摄影.
She shows me her camera and many 风景照 inside.
SO BEAUTIFUL.
and takes a photo for me. (up here)

nothing to say le, byebye :)

2009-08-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

purple love

after school, me & tessa leave in library.

dai lao shi came to jia cha us. Ka-Kay and tessa a little bit sotsot. KEEP LAUGH.

DAI LAO SHI, you keep telling joke. How can we do? :)

tessa is a good singer :D pannai pannai.

how about our sing & story. :)

back to home, keep sleepin' & sleeping. Zzzz...

wake up, play computer.

[ p/s: tessa, im busy sleeping :) you continue do that thing .hahahx ]

2009-08-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

I told you all before : "i will say sorry, and try my best to change. But if you still 不满意, i can't do anything."

朋友就是朋友 that book, you all misunderstanding. My mum registration me a competition of chinese essay. All title about friendship. I dont have the right to read a book?
I didnt act crying in the class. im just thinking, why when i slap by teacher, you all cry for me. is it FAKE? then why you all change, are you not really wanna be friend with me?

when i saw your zhi tiao, i finally understand.

my heartfelt, exchange with your fake.

im not tk, and i wont become her. im JOY, i wont become the PERFECT girl that in your mind.

but, thanks for didnt treat me like tk.

人，永远都是瞎子。

有时候，只看到自己，眼中没有别人。
有时候，只看到利益，眼中没有诚实。
爱占便宜，总是人类最大的缺点。

有时候，只听好的，不听坏的。
有时候，只喜欢别人为你捧鞋，讨厌别人叫你擦鞋。
喜欢一个说好话的人，而无视朋友由衷的劝告。

有时候，只看到现在，忘记回忆。
有时候，只看到面前，忘记后面。
只看重失去返回的东西，没注意过一直在身边的东西。

一直在你的身边，陪你度过难过的日子。
一直离你而去，只陪你度过快乐的日子。
哪一个，才重要？

friendship

2009-08-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

最近对“朋友”两字有了很大的感触和认识。
决定将自己的想法分享给大家。

人生的距离
离得太紧，或许一阵轻风、一场细雨都容易使我们彼此受到损失和伤害。
给风留下足以溜走的距离，给雨留下足以流走的距离，那么还有什么流言蜚语能把我们轻轻打倒？

保持友情的行距。是收获友情果实的秘密。

朋友之间不能走得太近。越近，你越看清他的缺点。
所以，不要太亲密。
但是，如果你不会挑选朋友，
其实，朋友也可以很亲密。

一个半的朋友
在你生死攸关时刻，哪个能为你肝胆相照，甚至不惜割舍自己亲生骨肉搭救你的人，可以称作你的一个朋友。
在你患难时刻，哪个能够明哲保身、但不落井下石加害你的人，也可称作你的半个朋友。

[p/s: jane, dont lie . ]

2009-08-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

omg, tomorrow in the UNCLE's lesson.
mummy & daddy not home.
Can't go school.
But we got LIAN SE. :)

OOPS.

Malay essay 67.5% * drop *

Malay 67% *hang*

Chinese 90% *improve*

Chinese essay 93% *improve 1 mark*

English 70% *improve*

Science 80% *improve*

Math 88% *improve*

total - 4A's & 3B's

2009-08-03T12:08:00.000+08:00

010809. - Chinese essay Competition -

on the way.

but traffic jam. Im LATE!

megan & elle fight in car with Jonathan.

im good girl, i didnt. I just "take" sean's hair only ... *heheh*
my chinese essay write till super 胡言乱语 ... * :( *

SURE LOSE.

2009-07-29T19:15:00.000+08:00

bad mood.

Am i wrong? Am i the only person chating in the class? and im just asking something serious. stupid UNCLE.

suan.

megan , jane , elle & qian , thanks for 打抱不平 :D

stupid man, my mother dont even bit me like that!
no 涵养！

有一种天气叫阴天，
也有一种心情叫阴天。

bad mood, tired. byebye :)

2009-07-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

will you trust this is a magic cube?

busy doing this and that. especially " magic " ! *wink*

megan busy writing zhitiao to foo chee heng in class.
elle busy dreaming . * huh .. *
jane busy cuting faces? * for us *

me? Busy laughing MR LIM KEE RAY :)
he got special way to get his bottle that under the table. SUPAA FUNNY =.=

jane good girl. She made many faces for us.
*
:3 for me
:S for megan
:X for elle
:( for?

*

bad mood, sceince cant get A leh.
70 something.

thank you daddy! *i mean sean lee*
pity boy. busy teaching us to play "magic".

omg.
megan ask chee heng to "sao" shawn?
but he didnt =.=''

tired. Just now busy studying *heheh*
byebye~

p/s : elle, tell ms choo your car cannot fetch too many ppl! especially the ppl that have "kutu" . if not your daisy will gets hurt :)

2009-07-27T19:49:00.000+08:00

ohh, lovely me get hurt :(.

the ms cxxx talked something when im sick. What I did? Am i wrong? you tell my parents all xxx's wrong. But when im not in school, you say like that?

FINE, i dont care.

you force me to be a bad girl. OK, i will. I SWEAR.

NEXT, tessa ... im so worry about her.

原谅，是一个人的体谅，
让所有人都快乐。

仇恨，是一个人的坚持，
让所有人都难过。

why we dont let everyones be happy?

forgive her, friends :) .

she is not gu yi de. why you all cannot help her and let she change?

can?

2009-07-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

surfed a web. Many games there.

生命颜色是法国著名心理及灵术家Ganaesia所研究出来的。把你的西元出生年月日（即阳历生日）的数字一个一个相加，直到结果变成单一数字，对照１＝红，２＝蓝，３＝绿，４＝蓝，５＝白，６＝黄，７＝橙，８＝黑，９＝紫便知道自己的生命颜色了，从而窥探内心深处真正的自己，传说对大部分人都是颇准的。
举例：谢科生于１９７9年2月２8日，则谢科的生命颜色为1＋９＋７＋８＋８＋２＋３＝３８；３＋８＝１１；１＋１＝２，得出谢科生命颜色为蓝色。

I done a CE YAN.

mine : 1+9+9+7+3+9=38; 3+8 = 11; 1+1=2 0.0 blue~

你的生命颜色『蓝色』：“理性助人小天使”——「循规蹈矩不逾矩、冷静理智不犯错」，就是一般人对你的印象，冷静的你总是能得到别人的信赖，不过谨慎的性格让你做的比说的多，不轻易将自己的想法表达出来，以致别人总认为你个性有点阴沉，其实你是乐于助人且深思熟虑的。

i think not lorh...

wanna your result? :D

2009-07-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

long long time no post. *really*

mummy change internet's pw.because the "lovely" JULYCHAN. *:(* Nevermind, i use comp when mummy go china, using dad's office comp :D *lovely me*

this those days im studying for exam.*im good girl* Didnt play comp. but, still get ms choo's scold. She scolds sean so "friendly". To me so "cruel". PIAN XIN. Nevermind, tcy also gets scold :).

elle, jane ,megan be careful. she maybe knows le.But i didnt do mah, she also HUAIYI me. Move me to frontfront. =.=

UNFAIR.

CHINESE 90%

MATH 88%

improve :D

before that i wanna tell jane.
Jane , YOU THINK TOO MUCH.

something strange, my sister tell me her friend said: jane,elle,megan & me are MINGREN in school?! many people wanna be friend with us?!

horrible . . .

2009-07-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hannah Montana the movie that megan's bday we watch together.
intersting dance :D

2009-07-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

Random Questions About You
What color of shirts do you wear most ? : black & white .

Least favorite color ? : 1 :D

What are you listening to ? : Hannah montana- Hoedown Throwdown xD

Are you happy with your life right now ? : okayy

What is your favorite class in school?: Computer class

Are you outgoing ? : sure :)

Favorite pair of shoes ? : erm, sport shoe?

Where do you wish you were right now ? : bedroom :P

The CANs :
Can you dance ? : can guaa .

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: can't(:

Can you whistle ? : CAN!

Write with both hands?: not too good :D

The DOs:
Do you believe there is life on other planets ?: i believe

Do you believe in miracles ? : ya

Do you believe in magic ? : yea

Love at first sight ? : yes

Do you believe in Santa ? : erm, yes

Do you know how to swim ? : ya :)

Do you like roller coasters ? : hmps , nope .

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows ? : maybe yes maybe nop

Walk with your toes curled?: can but ...

The HAVEs:
Have you ever been on a plane ? : No

Have you ever asked someone out ? : yea

Have you ever been asked out by someone ? : sure

Have you ever been to the ocean ? :yes

Have you ever painted your nails ? : yea, when im still 'young'

The WHATs :
What is the temperature outside ? : 100*c

What radio station do you listen to ? : hitz fm

What was the last restaurant you ate at ? : KFC!

What was the last thing you bought ? : forget :)

What was the last thing on TV you watched ? : Detective conan.

*still got more, continue next time :)*

2009-07-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

RULES : Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged . Answers are not supposed to be same with the people who tags you at abc question section .

ABC About You Questions:

A - Avaliable: huh?

B - Birthday: 090397

C - Crushing on: 0.0

D - Drink you last had : Cola!

E - Easy to fall for someone : Maybe .

F - Favorite candy : chewing gum

G - Gummy bears or gummy worms ? : Bears .

H - Horoscope : Pisces

I- IN LOVE WITH : My family and chinses :D

J - Jay chou's handsome ? : okay.

K - Killed someone : erm, later :)

L - Longest car ride : -,-

M - Milkshake : dunno

N - Name three of your BFFs : Hsuan, Jane & H8F

O - One wish : huh,

P - Person you last called : Granny

R - Reason why you smiles : him <3

S- Song you last listened: the climb :)

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 12.34p.m :D no lah, 9.12a.m

U - U're a badgirl/badboy ? : no, a good girl :D

V - Vanessa hudgens's movie : -

W - When you have your first kiss ? : =X

X - X-rays you've had : *

Y – Yoyos Are: :D

Z - Zodiac sign : cow

2009-07-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

long time no post, sorry arh :)

btw, yesterday and today is my fishlest days.

omg.

*yesterday*

1. keep looking at that person, maybe he though me "siao " le :(

2. ms choo scolding me in class, haiz...

*today*

"he is looking at you!!" Laodaa shout and laugh like siao =.='

"so?" a little bit ...

"oh, you dont care ? " Laodaa continue.

"OMH, stop arh. be careful..." stupid Laodaa.

"heheh. good lah~" Siao-ing.

*science class*

"27." b said.

"huh... " pity joyjoy ? T_T

girls get 3 marks, boys get 5 ....

*leave in school*

hsuan, how dare you ...

finding maklamat.

cheerong keep disturbing us.

OMG, i gonna siao le!!!

one annoying TESSA KHOO, and a "cute boy " FOO CHEE RONG.

i wanna mengecapi kehidupan yang selesa ...

chee rong a bit alike with his brother.

both also sotsotdi....

i told chee rong where can find maklumat that i need . Then he help me find "kindly". =.=

"0.0, i see le! sure here. taa daa~"

he open the newpaper, found nothing...

me & tessa : "huh..."

he do this, when im drinking water...

_______________________________________________________

lazy lazy and tried :D

2009-07-11T14:16:00.000+08:00

cute? tan lao shi let us sing in the band room :D

2009-07-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

not fine. *cough cough*
sorry about long time no post . wish to see my H8F :D

wake 6:00a.m. [and sleep back :P]
11 p.m mummy bring my go eat pasta and went to make ic in petaling jaya. *finally*

havent finish novel leh....
WHO CAN HELP ME ...

2009-07-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday sick. 早退, went clinic.

"no cold drink, no chicken." doctor.

" :( "

many medicine to eat.

sleeping sleeping & sleeping.

btw, what is this?

party :D

2009-06-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

28-6-2009

tessa's brithday party in Puchong Golf Club.

wake up at 7:00 a.m something. Dunno why, wake so early. [ =.= ]

4:00p.m something, many girl girl & boy boy come learning swimming. Sooo cute [ :D ]

We play with the coach. Girl girl & boyboy's parents keep looking at us.

We are so charm.

"im not nerd! im a SUPER nerd :) ."

"hahahahhahaah" =.=

not clear?
nevermind, look down...

cute dog. Hsuan loves it :)

大便 ing ....

night, went to hospital. SISTER SICK .

drawing on the mirror.

29-6-2009

keep reading the ghost story.

"share" with hsuan & megan.

Hsuan like it, but a bit scared?

Megan borrow le.

One book got 4 storys.

not scary de. CHEY~